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My First Time

by Melissa Mendoza
written by Melissa Mendoza

I Cut For The First Time, All My Life I Had Promissed My Self I Wasnt Going To Go Down That Path But Unfortunately I Failed MySelf, It Felt Like An Escape, Like Something I Can Run To When i Cant Take Things Anymore,To Me Thats The Only Thing That Listen To Me When I Need SomeOne.15 Years Ive Been Fighting My “Depression” And Tonight It WON

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6 comments

Shadows 6/17/2012 - 5:28 am

Melissa you haven’t failed. I am amazed that you have managed so well for 15 years. I can barley stand 5 years of fighting. But the thing is you can’t keep fighting all your life. You’ll get weaker and this is why this happened which is why you feel like you can’t take it anymore. You’re an amazing, miraculous person- it’s rare someone can be this patient, and this compassionate to be silent. Why waste all these qualities when you have come so far? The only thing i can suggest is that to you is to get some professional help if you haven’t already done so. You probably have heard many stories about what it is like but it really is worth it and it can help restart your life. You choose how to live your life. Why not choose to make it better?
We’re here if you need us.

Melissa Mendoza 6/18/2012 - 1:50 am

Thank You All For Your Love And Support, I Really Needed SomeOne To Talk To And Finding This Website Really Does Make You Feel Alot Better, & Yes I’ll Consider About Going To A Professionalist, Thanks Once Again For Hearing Me Out NoBody really Has Done That For Me -XoXo Melissa<3

prince88 6/17/2012 - 6:02 am

mellisa , nothing can defeat you, you are strong for 15 years !! the real escape is love and happiness, work hard to try to make your life like a everyday dream, live how u really want, not alone n cutting urself

I.wanna.be.ur.sunshine 6/17/2012 - 12:37 pm

Hello melissa,
yu are really great for bearing it for 15 years…
And yu r hurting urself… Yu might feel nobody cares… Yu might feel reallly depressed and everything of those sorts. But just once see out of that… There are so many people who love you, and care for yu, and if you dont have such ppl in ur life right now, i am sure you will have such ppl in ur life in future who will make you feel like a princess. For i really believe you are very beautiful n a lovely person.

Empty_Soul 6/17/2012 - 6:50 pm

15 years.. I’m amazed that you have been able to prevent yourself from going down that road. I’ve been a cutter for 7 years now. I’m probably being hypocritical right now considering how I feel. But the about 2 posts are right. You seem like an amazing person. Get some professional help. Or work out your own coping mechanisims. The road to recovery can be unrelenting. I wish you all the best. Think about what everyone is saying. Take care

Shadows 6/18/2012 - 12:50 pm

We’ll always be here to listen to you Melissa if you need us. But the best thing is professional help, not pressurising you but it can help you to restart and change your life for better which is what i’m sure you want.
Take Care and Stay strong

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