I’ve been thinking about it for a while now. Years actually. Not just faking death, but just disappearing, to never be found. It’s not really to flee from anything. I’ve done nothing wrong. I just want to start over, new identity, new places. Just vanish overnight and no one will know where I went. I know there is going to be a lot of preparation and planning involved. But I think this is going to be the best means of successfully restarting life.
I’ve contemplated actual suicide and just leaving everything and everyone. But I can’t do it. I’ve never had the strength to end my life. I know some people can, and I’ve wanted to and tried many times, I just can’t. It’s not that I value life, it’s that I think I can start over, which is just as good.
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i’ve been thinking the same thing for a while
but it will need a lot of preparations and skills
I’ve started over a few times, and there are pros and cons. The pros – you can be and do anything you want! The cons – it can be lonely! If you have a support system where you are, you lose that. If not, take the plunge!! It’s exciting to explore a new city, get a new job, and be whomever you want to be. It will be hard to get a new identity because of Driver’s license, job, etc, but you can definitely keep a low profile. It will be quite an adventure!!!
@afriendtohearyou Do you have any advice that could help me out with all of this. I know that I won’t be able to contact anyone from my current life, I’m content with that. As for assuming a new identity, it’s actually a lot easier than you think. Please email me with anything you can help me with or advise me on.
franksonw@yahoo.com