summer school

so its been a while since i wrote something on here so here it is . i have to take summer school beacuse in 9 grade i failed on my credites  it was because of my anxiety i would never come to school i hated being there beacause  i always felt trapped .today i started online summer school it was easy and cool forr mee beacuse you  only misss one day iff you miss another day they kick you out so im doing it online . i felt calm and relaxed not like in regular school wwere im shaking or crying .i ave to do good beacause im a sophmore now and my sister is a freshman now and everybody im my familiy are alll telling ooh your gonna gradute with your sister and i get mad beileve i have rage aside from my anxiety, like im alwyas mad at something or someone and im sick of it why can i never be happy at least one day of my lifee !!!  and since im here does anybody know how to save money or get money because i go shopping alot and i feel bad always asking my parents for money so yea 🙂