Haha, @ determined. Yes we should, and @ nobliss and determined… No even when I’m high I cant bring up a smile, I won’t lie. Sometimes I do but usually cause something funny as fk happened.. Otherwise I still feel empty
@nobliss- I think I’m going to Hell. No one has ever wanted me so that’s where I’kk go.
@shloth- I feel empty but I have such a new look on things when I;m high! OMG!
If there is god’s , I’d end up in hell.because I didn’t just smoke weed at one point. I used to be seriously addicted to ecstasy , it was my only happiness. But if there is hell, I now know for sure I’m going straight there for my “sins”
Your going home is where you will be going. I think so at least. This place is not home. It’s as if I am a stranger in a strange land and the life I live is my slow journey toward home.
At least that makes me feel a bit more than complete emptiness.
Thank goodness for weed though, it does help with the metallic scratching in my head of my thoughts…
You brought up a good point. What’s everyone’s idea of home? I mean what they think or just wish were on the other side? Even if it may be corny. Like mine dream of home is in the country. With feilds of long flowing grass and flowers and a small shack on a hill of naturally low lush grass. The skies are like here always changing weather but nothing dangerous just winds and rain to help the cycle of natural life (plants) to thrive. And there are are animals here and there. And I’m a young kid barefoot, overalls and two missing front teeth knowing nothing but joy and adventure. There’d be lots to learn and I wouldn’t be alone. I’d have a few friends her who silly, shy, smart or a bit different. No one could harm us and tell us we can’t be what our hearts desire. To be forever a kid.
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I do
ur high on what
Weed. Why?
If you don’t mind Talmud to a depressed girl high on weed as well…?
If you don’t mind Talking to a depressed girl high on weed as well…?
I dont mind that at all! You are high as well?! Haha two girls high talking to each other! Someone get this on tape!
depressed boy high on weed here… hope you are able to smile for I am not…
I always smile when I;m high because I forget all my problems! That’s why I do it!!
I want to smile more.. but happy for your smile!
I think where we were before we were born is where we go after we depart. I don’t remember it being scary or cold or anything really…
Haha, @ determined. Yes we should, and @ nobliss and determined… No even when I’m high I cant bring up a smile, I won’t lie. Sometimes I do but usually cause something funny as fk happened.. Otherwise I still feel empty
@nobliss- I think I’m going to Hell. No one has ever wanted me so that’s where I’kk go.
@shloth- I feel empty but I have such a new look on things when I;m high! OMG!
If there is god’s , I’d end up in hell.because I didn’t just smoke weed at one point. I used to be seriously addicted to ecstasy , it was my only happiness. But if there is hell, I now know for sure I’m going straight there for my “sins”
It is weird granted. I think all the time What the Hrll is everyone’s problem with weed? It is the best thing in the world!
Your going home is where you will be going. I think so at least. This place is not home. It’s as if I am a stranger in a strange land and the life I live is my slow journey toward home.
At least that makes me feel a bit more than complete emptiness.
Thank goodness for weed though, it does help with the metallic scratching in my head of my thoughts…
You brought up a good point. What’s everyone’s idea of home? I mean what they think or just wish were on the other side? Even if it may be corny. Like mine dream of home is in the country. With feilds of long flowing grass and flowers and a small shack on a hill of naturally low lush grass. The skies are like here always changing weather but nothing dangerous just winds and rain to help the cycle of natural life (plants) to thrive. And there are are animals here and there. And I’m a young kid barefoot, overalls and two missing front teeth knowing nothing but joy and adventure. There’d be lots to learn and I wouldn’t be alone. I’d have a few friends her who silly, shy, smart or a bit different. No one could harm us and tell us we can’t be what our hearts desire. To be forever a kid.
Omg yes! I can’t imagining a life without it!
To be forever a kid.
I really like that.
I hope the weed helped.
So far it is!
It’s how I am deep dow. Trapped there in a way, but I just do what I can to not let it show so fully or It’d be awkward.
Do you feel less lonely now?
Yes I do