Try again,fail again.

You’re not unlovable, some people are just selfish and don’t think twice of sensitive people that become easily infatuated.

Love isn’t about popularity, perhaps you’re seeking acceptance rather than love, but try to use love as an outlet to find it. I don’t need to read that much into it but you said “the nearest available girl” and then say you could “try to love a girl that is not all that fashionable or nice looking”. When I read these words carefully they tell me that you don’t really love these girls, you just want them to love you. You experience feelings of sadness when they don’t love you because you’ve become infatuated with the girl, obsessed with how she feels, rather than the girl herself. Believe me you’ll know when you love someone because it will feel a million times more unbearable than this.