Everybody is sad
But no body cries.
everybody is down.
but all they do is lie.
everybody laughs smiles and hugs
but nobody loves.
everybody giggles
everybody is shyÂ
but deep down everybody
is breaking down and crying.
everybody sleeps and goes off into there dreams
but no body sees the kids who cry themselves to sleep.
Dreams are your utopia! The place you wanna stay
but when you wake up you wish your life away.
Going to school a hard thing to do,Â
especially with friends who don’t care what you do.
You’ve told them your down but they don’t care
they just sit there and stare at you blankly because
what your going through, they don’t understand.
Its hard to live
but its hard to die
I know it may be better for the people in my life.
I won’t burden them anymore with my feelings
maybe instead of dying I will stuff them deep inside.
To a place where I can’t find them and they sit and hide.
Now they will never burst and now they will never show
I can now put that cheap smile on my face and go.
No know one will know about my feelings because this cheapÂ
plastic smile will trick everyone to think that, “Oh this Dude’s alright,
look at his smile!â€
4 comments
Sometimes I feel as if my life is just an act. well actually I think it a lot. I really relate to this piece of writing.
well if u need to talk then here is my email, gracealexander99@gmail.com
hey, just thought that was the most amazing poem. i am 21. i went to schoolfor 4 years in a place i hated. i felt i was undermined and emotionally bullied but the school before that loved me for who i was. i was actually confident and happy when i got there but i left broken and unhappy. The problem was that at the time I couldnt see the world outside that tight community. I thought Iv GOT TO stay here eventhough its making me unhappy. I need my education etc and I was young and I couldnt see things that I do now.
The thing is you have to look at your situation and see if theres anyone there who you could talk to and open up to. Someone, just one person you feel like you could befriend. This could help tremendously.
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS DONT sacrifice your self esteem and happiness for getting GCSE’s. GCSE’S can be taken again anytime. Dont worry about being behind its more important that you still leave with some self worth. If you fel like its not going to work in that theres no one to talk to, leave and dont look back. Its as simple as that. Leave enjoy your life. DONT get into heavy alcohol or drugs because i have and its messed my life up completely. DO EVERYTHING YOU CAN to find some happiness, and dont stop walking til you find it. Listen to this message because I was you at the point in this poem
thank you! I have a feeling your a little bit older then me and it feels good to have an opinion from someone who has been through it. oh and thank you for boosting my self esteem about writing I hope that is my major some day. 😃