I haven’t been on for a few months, and a few years before that, I just didn’t have a computer to get online with. Anyway, everytime I’ve tried killing myself before (I’ve seriously stopped counting) a “miracle” (in the words of the doctors) happened that kept me alive. I’m gonna try again tonight, the only thing is that I don’t want to be alone when I die. It’s pathetic, but I was born alone and I literally raised myself, I just want to not be alone this one time. Anyway, good luck to you all and I’ll see you in another life.
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@Trappedinthought… I have something that may or may not help i honestly dont know…
“Can u relate to it? Can u relate to going to sleep everynight and hoping u never wake up to see the sun rise again? You can relate to seeing everyone around you love eachother while your stuck hating ur self? Can u relate to this? If u can stop looking back on ur life the more u look back the faster a good opportunity can pass u by.” it was a quote i read and thought that i might comment on someones thingy and see i they can relate in the same way i did..
Please talk to us. Dont end it like this.
If these ‘miracles’ are keeping you alive, maybe you’re not meant to die yet? Perhaps there are things you need to do before the universe will let you leave your current life. A purpose that is there, but you may not be fully aware of. Maybe postpone your next attempt and see if you get any clues as to why the universe is keeping you alive…
All the best, and I’m hoping for yet another miracle for you. 🙂