It’s my last day here and I am still treated like shit. And there’s gonna be fighting as soon as I get back to my grandparents because they messed with my room. I fucking hate everyone… I hate my family. I don’t want to be here. My throat hurts after arguing with my brother again. I was only defendding myself. I’m sick of everyone’s bull— crap….. gotta stop cussing…. I’m done I’m done. I wanna get there so that I will feel more capable of functioning knowing I can end it anytime…
If I had had a gun anytime in the past 10 min, I would be dead without hesitation right now…
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I know how you feel… If guns were legal in Canada I probably would have one and shot myself already.
When I was younger, my parents always went through my room, apparantly “cleaning” but I know they were snooping around… I always exploded in fury when that happened.
I am glad I am out on my own now, and I don’t have them poking through my stuff.
[quote]I know how you feel… If guns were legal in Canada I probably would have one and shot myself already.[/quote]
Guns are legal in Canada. I know because I legally own 3 of them. You just have to get a firearm license then you can buy as many as you want.
As for Dawn. Please don’t give up. Life is worth living.
Dawn, I hope I am not too late.. I am still here and I have a gift for you…. i can’t remember if you have my email, if not post a comment and I will make sure you get it.
Hey D!! What happened?? I’m always here for you, k? <3 Don't kill yourself- I'm alive because of you!!!
I know…I am wondering/worried too. @Nobody-How are you?
I am TERRIBLE 🙁 Nonetheless thanks for asking! <3 I missed you!
How are you?
Feeling the same and trying to keep busy, keep my mind off things. It’s my endless cycle. Maybe I can just work myself to death. Literally.
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