I can’t do it anymore I’m only 14 a girl can only take so much I wish the last time I tried killing myself worked I have noone to talk to so here I am and still people won’t probly care sadly being raped by your father and friend for years and finally getting away and now your stepdad is a creep also is hard for me I try to be a good person and help a lot of people but I have no one but my boyfriend that’s not enough for me I miss my sisters I can’t see them because my family on my dads side believes he did nothing I just don’t want to be sad anymore if die I won’t be and people won’t have to deal with me and it sucks because I have to act happy for people barly anyone knows how depressed i actually am I take pills all the time and cut myself not for attention but because I feel like I deserve to be hurt all the time so when I’m not getting abused I cut myself I can only take it for a couple more days then I’m gone
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Hi my friend. I care. I believe in you. I’m so sorry for what you have went thru but you are so valueable. There’s ppl that love you and you have so much to offer this world. I wish I was there to just hug you but if you ever need someone to vent to plz don’t hesitate to email me b.c. I care so much about you. My email is sberkleh79@gmail.com
Lov ya my sweet friend, Sandra 🙂
Sorry miss typed my email… it is…
Sberkley79@gmail.com
Really sorry to hear you feel so empty. I have a 13 yo daughter and the idea that she could be that low…… ouchers.
So as an old fart (hehe), I feel for you. I think it sucks that I as a stranger seem to care about you more than your own family.
Let me start by saying you were VERY wrong when you said you deserve to be hurt. You do NOT deserve that. You DESERVE to be loved and honored and respected and listened to. I am a lot older than you – so I dont know if that will freak you out. But if you wanna talk – I WILL listen.
gbguy1970@yahoo.com