i have a friend who lives in canada and im in england, i dont know why but when im talking to him or reading his emails my mind feels a little less helish, i wish he was here to give me a hug and to hang out with, but its not going to happen anytime soon, i dont know wheather its worse to never have met him or for it to be i met him but hes not a shoulder to cry on.
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in certain situations distance shouldn’t matter. if he gives you the hope you need to carry on with your life and keep your head up, than you know what, thats all that matters. his emails give you something to look forward too and honestly if you can talk to him about anything and everything that is bugging you than that is all that should matter. he is actually taking the time to listen to you and hear you out. you are lucky to have a person like that in your life. i know its hard because you haven’t met him but hes helping you through the tough times as best as he can. it’s okay, everything will work out in the end. keep your head up, you’re beautiful <3
Painful is that i think i cracked a bone last time i fell off a skateboard. Like four days of pain using my right arm oh and changing bandages to keep the fash clean. ANYWAY i know how you feel. The sadness of not being able to be therw in person with a great friend..the fear of what if they were here..would they really be here for me? Would they really care? I don’t know and i doubt i will until i meet those friends :/ all we can do is try to make the best of what we have and work on loving ourselves.
I’m suppose to give this place a break, but I pop up for a sec and seen this… and felt i should say something. Sky Rider right, but from another point of view just be careful, that might sound dumb because how to you be open with someone and be careful, well if you are a trouble mind already it could be easily to put so much of yourself into someone or anyone to escape your troubles, and if you create any false image of something that can’t be you could get hurt if things do not turn out how you wished… Remember life is about risk, and only you could decide and if you wish it…. many things are possible. – just try to stay clear about what is reality.- good luck.
Be grateful for all support from wherever it comes. Whether you understand the reason or not. Good luck!
thanks everyone, specially skyrider, instead of going to bed sad of this situation i went to bed feeling grateful i had him as a friend in the first place, and @silentblue yes thats a good reminder for me, i hope to be finding happiness or that strenght in myself in the first place so when people do leave or hurt me i havent lost everything again. youve all helped me put this into perspective anyhow so thanks 🙂