Now I understand how you feel
You felt like you were dying
You felt like there wasn’t any hope left
When you see couples
All you wanted to do was cry
End your life
You felt left out
When you were with your friends
All you showed was your mask
But inside
You were being killed
Slowely
Painfully
Desiring your special person
Your love
… Your one and only
Maybe you’re future
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Your words speak the beat of my heart 🙁
Makes me remember how hard it was being alone, around others. and trying not to speak about girls, because that leads to sex, and I was virgin.
I have more on my deviantart.com page
Can I ask you side question, do you know a lot about that site.. deviantart, or you new there, I’m curious if you post picture would it be copyright.. on that site?
Im not really too sure. but you could always check it out.
ok, just curious about something I made.I was drawn to your writing, so I hope you don’t take it wrong way, if you depress yourself, I’m wishing you well)) I have to sleep soon) night sleepykarie91
it is alright, I write to remind myself that I’m not the only one going thru this. I usually forget.
You just spoke my heart. I’m 32 never been married and extremely alone and hurting… I’ve had very few intimate relationships. And it really hurts when you see 18 and 19 yr olds getting married. Makes you wonder what’s wrong with you or how unfair it really is… thanks for writing this.
Your welcome, I’m 21 and I’m already doubting that I will never get married. My life’s too complicated with too much family drama and trying to hold on to my friendships. Yea its pretty difficult and really complicated. But besides that, I have extreme depression and anxiety problems since I could remember.
“Love hurts,
But sometimes it’s a good hurt
And it feels like I’m alive
Love sings,
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me,
’cause without love I won’t survive”
Beautiful, I really like this
It’s okay. It’s Incubus.
I know how you feel about the family. I don’t ask much from a guy but that they don’t lie or cheat on me, yet i can’t find anyone.
this was powerful… I am in an online relationship and he hasnt been around for 8 days (never met him in real life) so i feel this…