Yeah, they are. Of course, I kind of like being alone sometimes. Can you watch tv or listen to music or read something? If you engross yourself in something, you eventually lose track of time and forget about being alone.
@goodgirl: no im just layin in bed, cant do anything my parents r hella strict im lucky to even be online now. but i use those ideas during the i
day.
@detroitwhiteboy: true, very true. if only it be simple to sleep more then being awake. only if it would be easy to fall asleep.
Oh, yeah, it must be extra difficult with strict parents. At least you preoccupy yourself during the day. Sleep is the best (if I can get any). I have trouble sleeping too.
Yah I would sleep all day and only be awake at night if I could the silence is peaceful at times it’s too bad sleep isn’t as easy as blinking or breathing
@goodgirl: yeah, sorry it sucks. normally i have no problem sleeping but now i just dont wanna its too dark and lonely.
@detroitwhiteboy: on god i know, but breathin is to easy so easy its seems in impossible to end. silence is nice but it justs gets so annoying
If sleep was as involuntary as blinking or breathing, my life would probably be a whole lot better just from getting a good rest. I wish. It’s 2am here as well, why are you scared, Dawn?
I’ll try fakingit but if I’m caught on the computer then I’m dead and I can’t email from my iPod. And I’m scared cuz… Um… Well I’ll sound pathetic /crazy-ishi if I said y… -.-
@goodgirl: yea i know right, well i have some strange entertainment, my sister an her friend r scared of the dark so im in my sisters room listening to them freak out. kinda stupidly entertaining
haha, I’m kinda scared of the dark too, only not to a freaking out extent. I find it hard to sleep in the dark… I know, really odd… so I sleep by the glow of this clock I have.
I don’t think there’s anything you can say that would sound pathetic or crazy-ish, Dawn.
yeah… Ghosts-ish things…? I mean I don’t SEE them but I feel them -.- Like feel that there’s someone there. And tho I don’t see them, I can name off details -hair, age group, clothing, intentions… and they’res like 4-5 in here that are really scaring me -.- I am crazy -.-
Yah it’s scary opening your eyes and seeing nothing but blackness. Yah it’s about 2:30 here in Detroit and there’s thunder and lightning so I doubt I’ll be able to sleep its gonna be a long night
There is no judgement here on this site we all came here for acceptance and to know others feel the way we do
@goodgirl: ahh ok this is stupid and random but since were on a fear topic i remember i was like 5 or whateva and i had these knobs on my closet i hated clowns an d thats exactly what the knobs looked like so id cover up with hats and havemy parents check over and over again if i was safe. i guess a fear of dark is better then that. lol. hmmi lova the dark, the sun gets on my nerves its like to peppy. and HOT. so dark is awesome, i cant sleep with barely any light. it must b dark
I remember this other girl on here talking about seeing or feeling ghosts as well, I can’t remember her name, though. I don’t really believe in ghosts because I’ve never experienced anything like that before. But, that would creep me out too. I don’t blame you for being scared.
@dawn: NOT CRAZY, i understand that some way, that probably wouldnt scare me do to the fact i have messed with demons and watch stories bout ghosts. c u who is crazy. i think its me. but that would put in a creepy mindset either way.
@detroitwhiteboy: ugh lucky i was so close to having a storm but it blew over in seconds, i love horrible weather. makes me wonder if i will live or not i love that feelin. but sorry u prob wont get sleep thats aggrivating.
faking it; haha, I hate clowns too! I also have a fear of porcelain dolls or dummys. They’re so creepy with their glass eyes. I used to have a fear of my closet too, or something being under my bed, I think most kids do. The sun hurts my eyes… they’re sensitive to light… but I can’t sleep in the dark. lol I hope we’re not freaking you out further Dawn.
Haha I think you are freaking dawn out haha I’m scared of spiders in the night they creep me the fuck out
@fakingit yah bad weather is so awesome the rain is my favorite and yah it does give me that feeling that the world is ending and it’s awesome
@goodgirl: omg ur right! those dolls and dummys: SCARY! its like they are so tied up in u, cant take their eyes off. and i didnt have much problem with the under my bed fear cuz my bed was like a boxed platform with drawer underneath completely made of wood. it was always the damn closet knobs and omg my dresses hanging from the racks god i was screwed up when i was younger lol.
Nah I’m fine with that stuff I mean this is different. I can feel it… Though idk… I guess maybe part of why I cut is because I can PHYSICALLY feel that it’s real. Anything else I feel, I don’t know what’s real…
@detroitwhiteboy: oh really u like that too? god my family thinks im so fucked cuz im always awaitin for a next big storm to scare me, its like an amazing type of scareiness haha i thought nobody else understood that.
@dawn: well the tv shows r obviously edited to make it scarier then it so is but yeah a few years back called evil spirits in my room a lame attempt but it worked.
Ahhh! I’m scared of spiders too. I have a fear that they’ll crawl on me while I’m sleeping. I remember this teacher I had that told me they crawl in your mouth while you’re asleep and I was like, WTF!?
fakingit; yes, they are sooo scary. I feel like they’ll come alive any minute and attack me or something. Oh, you were lucky your bed was boxed in. I always thought something would reach out and grab my foot and drag me under. I used to have closet doors, I dunno what happened to them. haha. Now I have nothing in front of my closet, but it doesn’t bother me.
I’m glad we’re not freaking you out, Dawn. haha. That’s really strange, though. Have you ever researched what you’re feeling?
@detroitwhiteboy: hmm not that id encourage the act but it sounds like a rush whether coming out dead or alive id do it to, sounds like fun. though when i go to the beachim yelled at by my parents or lifeguards cuz im always near riptides but i love em. love the rush and dangerousness of water lol.
@goodgirl: ahh spiders god they freak me out and my house is full of ants ewwww bugs i HATE them. yeah was lucky now i have my matress on the floor pushed against my window. lol idk why i just like it there.
@dawn: teach what to do with demons i just asked them to come play show me by movin an object in my room sure enough it worked.
Talkin shit about them in my head -.- I think they’re mad… Well… I suddenly don’t care. I kind of wish they would become real and just kill me slow and painful.. -.-
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The silence is torturous Ill lay for hours until I can sleep. Just hang in there morning will come
yeah thats basiclly what i do, it just get boring
Yeah, they are. Of course, I kind of like being alone sometimes. Can you watch tv or listen to music or read something? If you engross yourself in something, you eventually lose track of time and forget about being alone.
Yup it gets boring music helps but it only reminds me that sleep only lasts so long then I gotta wake up for another fucking day.
@goodgirl: no im just layin in bed, cant do anything my parents r hella strict im lucky to even be online now. but i use those ideas during the i
day.
@detroitwhiteboy: true, very true. if only it be simple to sleep more then being awake. only if it would be easy to fall asleep.
Oh, yeah, it must be extra difficult with strict parents. At least you preoccupy yourself during the day. Sleep is the best (if I can get any). I have trouble sleeping too.
Yah I would sleep all day and only be awake at night if I could the silence is peaceful at times it’s too bad sleep isn’t as easy as blinking or breathing
@goodgirl: yeah, sorry it sucks. normally i have no problem sleeping but now i just dont wanna its too dark and lonely.
@detroitwhiteboy: on god i know, but breathin is to easy so easy its seems in impossible to end. silence is nice but it justs gets so annoying
It’s two am and I can’t sleep either. Too scared…
@dawn: sorry. e-mail me?
If sleep was as involuntary as blinking or breathing, my life would probably be a whole lot better just from getting a good rest. I wish. It’s 2am here as well, why are you scared, Dawn?
Hey my email is on the post about me if you want it
@goodgirl: me too exactly, ugh lucky u guys ur closer to the day then i am, it only just hit midnight
Ugh, fakingit, you have so many hours to go yet. I hope it goes by fast for you or that you can get some sleep.
I’ll try fakingit but if I’m caught on the computer then I’m dead and I can’t email from my iPod. And I’m scared cuz… Um… Well I’ll sound pathetic /crazy-ishi if I said y… -.-
@goodgirl: yea i know right, well i have some strange entertainment, my sister an her friend r scared of the dark so im in my sisters room listening to them freak out. kinda stupidly entertaining
ok well DONT GET CAUGHT! and i thought u could e-mail on ur ipod? and u can tell me anything idc, pathetic or not.
haha, I’m kinda scared of the dark too, only not to a freaking out extent. I find it hard to sleep in the dark… I know, really odd… so I sleep by the glow of this clock I have.
I don’t think there’s anything you can say that would sound pathetic or crazy-ish, Dawn.
yeah… Ghosts-ish things…? I mean I don’t SEE them but I feel them -.- Like feel that there’s someone there. And tho I don’t see them, I can name off details -hair, age group, clothing, intentions… and they’res like 4-5 in here that are really scaring me -.- I am crazy -.-
Yah it’s scary opening your eyes and seeing nothing but blackness. Yah it’s about 2:30 here in Detroit and there’s thunder and lightning so I doubt I’ll be able to sleep its gonna be a long night
There is no judgement here on this site we all came here for acceptance and to know others feel the way we do
@goodgirl: ahh ok this is stupid and random but since were on a fear topic i remember i was like 5 or whateva and i had these knobs on my closet i hated clowns an d thats exactly what the knobs looked like so id cover up with hats and havemy parents check over and over again if i was safe. i guess a fear of dark is better then that. lol. hmmi lova the dark, the sun gets on my nerves its like to peppy. and HOT. so dark is awesome, i cant sleep with barely any light. it must b dark
I remember this other girl on here talking about seeing or feeling ghosts as well, I can’t remember her name, though. I don’t really believe in ghosts because I’ve never experienced anything like that before. But, that would creep me out too. I don’t blame you for being scared.
@dawn: NOT CRAZY, i understand that some way, that probably wouldnt scare me do to the fact i have messed with demons and watch stories bout ghosts. c u who is crazy. i think its me. but that would put in a creepy mindset either way.
@detroitwhiteboy: ugh lucky i was so close to having a storm but it blew over in seconds, i love horrible weather. makes me wonder if i will live or not i love that feelin. but sorry u prob wont get sleep thats aggrivating.
faking it; haha, I hate clowns too! I also have a fear of porcelain dolls or dummys. They’re so creepy with their glass eyes. I used to have a fear of my closet too, or something being under my bed, I think most kids do. The sun hurts my eyes… they’re sensitive to light… but I can’t sleep in the dark. lol I hope we’re not freaking you out further Dawn.
Messed with demons? I’ve watched a ton of things about ghosts. I don’t even think they’re ghosts. I don’t know what they are
Haha I think you are freaking dawn out haha I’m scared of spiders in the night they creep me the fuck out
@fakingit yah bad weather is so awesome the rain is my favorite and yah it does give me that feeling that the world is ending and it’s awesome
@goodgirl: omg ur right! those dolls and dummys: SCARY! its like they are so tied up in u, cant take their eyes off. and i didnt have much problem with the under my bed fear cuz my bed was like a boxed platform with drawer underneath completely made of wood. it was always the damn closet knobs and omg my dresses hanging from the racks god i was screwed up when i was younger lol.
Nah I’m fine with that stuff I mean this is different. I can feel it… Though idk… I guess maybe part of why I cut is because I can PHYSICALLY feel that it’s real. Anything else I feel, I don’t know what’s real…
@detroitwhiteboy: oh really u like that too? god my family thinks im so fucked cuz im always awaitin for a next big storm to scare me, its like an amazing type of scareiness haha i thought nobody else understood that.
@dawn: well the tv shows r obviously edited to make it scarier then it so is but yeah a few years back called evil spirits in my room a lame attempt but it worked.
Yah sometimes I’d love to be in the ocean with 60 foot waves and just be in the eye of the storm that’d be the way id wanna die if I had a choice lol
It worked? :O you gotta teach me something!!! I’m into storms like that too. And don’t even start on spiders! :O
Ahhh! I’m scared of spiders too. I have a fear that they’ll crawl on me while I’m sleeping. I remember this teacher I had that told me they crawl in your mouth while you’re asleep and I was like, WTF!?
fakingit; yes, they are sooo scary. I feel like they’ll come alive any minute and attack me or something. Oh, you were lucky your bed was boxed in. I always thought something would reach out and grab my foot and drag me under. I used to have closet doors, I dunno what happened to them. haha. Now I have nothing in front of my closet, but it doesn’t bother me.
I’m glad we’re not freaking you out, Dawn. haha. That’s really strange, though. Have you ever researched what you’re feeling?
Hm, I like storms too. It’s thrilling. I don’t know why, it’s just exciting and scary and I love it.
@detroitwhiteboy: hmm not that id encourage the act but it sounds like a rush whether coming out dead or alive id do it to, sounds like fun. though when i go to the beachim yelled at by my parents or lifeguards cuz im always near riptides but i love em. love the rush and dangerousness of water lol.
@goodgirl: ahh spiders god they freak me out and my house is full of ants ewwww bugs i HATE them. yeah was lucky now i have my matress on the floor pushed against my window. lol idk why i just like it there.
@dawn: teach what to do with demons i just asked them to come play show me by movin an object in my room sure enough it worked.
Out loud? -.-
Yeah, I hate all bugs. They’re so creepy to me. And spiders are the worst. I live by a creek and we gets lots of different bugs. ugh. It’s horrible.
@goodgirl: yeah spiders r horrible, and ugh that would annoy me, all kinds of bugs, i can barely tolerate normal ones
@dawn: yes out loud.
Talkin shit about them in my head -.- I think they’re mad… Well… I suddenly don’t care. I kind of wish they would become real and just kill me slow and painful.. -.-
Yeah, we get some really friggin strange bugs that I couldn’t even put a name to.
Okay, I’m gonna try to sleep. I hope you all get some sleep. Thanks for the chat, fakingit, Detroit, and Dawn.
Goodnight GG.
i do the same thing, sitting up until 6 in the morning crying, im always so alone anymore. i hate summer, i hate school. i have no good times.
@sabrina: my good times come rare, and not always am i up late, lately i have been. and wow same, hate summer but i hate school more