no matter how positively try to think…in time, the wounds are opened up again….and its not me who opens them…people around be – the paternal gene giver – mostly, opens up the would and spreads the infection to the minds of others…thus…unhealing and rebleeding the scab of a wound that time healed…only to be wounded again…i guess…the lesson is…if you are going to mistreat or intend to treat someone badly…why not just shoot them in the head…why still make them suffer…of well…