Every second week I have a practical lesson with my camera acting class. They are beautiful, I love them so much. They care about each other. They don’t judge. They think, ‘the weirder, the better’. They are all amazing actors and I feel like I belong. Why must it be two weeks? I don’t know if I can survive.
Oh, and why I hate it? Performing arts school- I love my drama, but the people there do the opposite they do at my screen class. Leave? No. Have precious friends and I wouldn’t be able to make anywhere else.
And I will never be a successful (I don’t care about famous, just successful(I would like to be able to live off it)), I don’t make a tangerine (big, amazing, I fucking love this (Which I do love it, but I like to get to the chase and do the acting)) impression.
Just to let you know it’s-Â a small factor my die, the only factor why live.
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Great. If Nick Cage can be paid millions for acting like a drunk depressed guy in every film then theres hope for everyone. In fact, I perform like a drunk depressive all the time.
We are doing a short film at the end of the year and that’s mainly why I am still on earth because I am just SUPER excited because it’s a zombie horror!!! And wow, you must stay in character fabulously 🙂 If you somehow become famous accidentally (however that works) make sure you call yourself the duke of marmalade so I know its you and I can say ive talked to him… Once… Not in human… But once… Aha 😉
Hi action. I can, from personal experience, see why you feel that way about your drama group. I was privileged to be a part of a drama project earlier this year which was composed of ex-addicts (I’ve had substance issues as well as mental health. Blimey, who hasn’t?)
We wrote our own play and performed it to an audience of about 200, as many who could cram into the room. We were the entertainment at a celebration of drug and alcohol services in my borough of London. It was called ‘Recovery Pride’…the celebration, not our play.
Only one of us out of seven had previous experience of acting.
I found the camaraderie and excitement of performing…the buzz…totally addictive (ironic that!) The others loved it too. I kept having recurring dreams of performing in a troupe and being an absolutely shit-hot actor! In real life, I find the professionals make it lok easier than it actually is…
So I totally get why your so sold on your acting! Keep going with it, even if you don’t earn a bean, but I hope and trust you will…
Zx
Thanks 🙂 I love it so much! I’m not fussed on improv, more screen script work…I like to analise the scene and find what the character wants and the action that I can use the create myself doing this and all this other amazing stuff everyone finds boring. But I love it so so so so so so(x1000000) much. I find a new personality and trait Of myself I can use in acting and everyday life by doing this. It makes my go all fizzy and excited!
Sorry… I just realised that had nothing to do with what you wrote up there. I ramble and get excite way to easily. Anyway that sounded really fun! I love the excitment of just before performance and the adventure of not knowing how it will turn out!