Am I Stupid to Let Love Get in between my Goals?

  It don’t Make sense, I bust my Ass of just for him to have a Good Life, I cook I clean I get him clothes. I’ve been out for the past 5 days trying to get me shit straight (ID, Social security, Birth certificate Food Stamps) when it’s Hot. and yet u Still complain -__-  I just want to sit down for 10 damn minutes and Not worry about a single damn thing! u go and make YOURSELF dinner. And get mad that I didn’t eat. I Cook for. U ALL the time. it’s not fair that I have to be with a Selfish little boy who complains about EVERYTHING! I mean I Fucking sold MY guitar  yesterday just for u to have ur little Playstation Game. I’m tired of this. I can’t even depend on you for shit. But that’s a good thing cause theirs going to be a time when we will Split up and I Will be able to Support myself and Have a Good living. As for u, u wont know shit, ur going to go back to ur parents house and expect THEM to support u. That’s why I REGRET being with u! Why couldn’t I Have said no to you and Waited to Graduate get Good Grades, stayed in the GroupHome, get my own place, Party like a Regular Teen, have all My friends Back. And not Worry about a Fucking Little child who Whines and cries about EVERYTHING. I’m stupid! I should have listen to my Brain and not my heart.! Cause if I were to have NEVER been with u, I would have Had my Family back, my Friends back, go out with the Girls. And not Worry if any guy tries to write and talk to me.Not Stress over u! Not feel like shit, not have u bring me Down, not have u looking down on me for Everything I Do!  I can’t Even Write my Close guy friends now! !!!! ughhh Idk anymore Ifeel Stupid AF :/ I wish I was Single, I’m just Confused :'(((