I put everyone down. When I am with people (which is hardly ever) I can see the look in their eyes. I can see them waiting for me to go. Because nobody likes me. I have nobody to talk to and nobody to relate to. From the outside, people see a girl with a happy life who is happy. But once you get to know me I am so different to the mask I put on. I wish I had the guts to kill myself.
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What do you mean you put people down ?
As in…certain things you say or something ?
when people are with me they just can’t wait to get away. As soon as they are with me they be one depressed
Sadness sometimes spreads very easily it’s not your fault.
thanks
I know exactly how you feel. I then just decided I wasn’t going to bother anymore. Even on here, you might think I care about what people think, but I dont. I dont care about anybody or anything. I just don’t care.
I DON’T CARE.
You see, if you care, thats where you have been going wrong all these years. I’m just confirming what you have known all along. Not that I’m an idiot but that what people think is nothing you need concern yourself with.
One must make an important choice, each moment, to care about what happens in that moment and not get caught up in what happened in the past or what might happen in the future.
Peace.
Thanks, I won’t care anymore now 🙂
I’m sure many can relate to your line, “I wish I had the guts to kill myself”