I am sorry that I fucked he’s mind up.
He got too close to me, and I just got scared.
Cuz I know he wouldn’t understand.
The more I over think
The more bitter I sence to become
I am a coward
I may be a first impression
but inside
I just want to cry
I may seem to be a *****
but I am terrified
I pushed him away so he wouldn’t get hurt
Mind games
I know how they work.
I am a master on observing
If you’re alone like me for many years
then yea
I hope you understand
Being the only child
Since you were 1 years old
then you should know
I should be lucky
but I am not.
It hurts
Caring for him except myself
for years
thinking he was family
and now he just doesn’t care
kills me
He was my only closets friend
and he was my only, best and most reliable second family
Going insane shouldn’t have been the problem
He should have understand and realize I came back for him
Thought he wass everything to me.
I’m alone for my reason
So I would have time to fix the friendship
but I guess it’s too late.
I would die for him.
That’s how much I loved and cared about him.
I miss you Angel.
Wish this time, you didn’t have to go.