Every day I drag myself out of bed, stare into the mirror and ask myself , “Is this really worth it?”
It all seems so pointless.
I have everything I could possibly want though, so I should be happy, right?Â
Why is there this feeling of emptiness?
I think something is wrong with me.. Everyone tells me I need to see a professional; even my own father. Am I selfish? .. Insane? Friends offer no support. I feel drained of all energy..
It’s like I’m just waiting to die. … What do you do when you’ve lost all hope?
I think something is wrong with me.. Everyone tells me I need to see a professional; even my own father. Am I selfish? .. Insane? Friends offer no support. I feel drained of all energy..
It’s like I’m just waiting to die. … What do you do when you’ve lost all hope?
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sighs, i lost hope too… umm, force them maybe, they shouldn’t simply tell you to look for others to help. Despite not being professionals in stuff liek this, friends should do their best to help…
I used to wake up and my first thought would be “I didn’t die”, I know how tired you get of dragging yourself from bed struggling to find a reason you shouldn’t just hang yourself instead of facing another day of fake smiles and emptiness.
I have never received support from friends or family. Instead i would make little goals for myself each day. So then i would have something to live for. Even if they were silly or small. They would help me find a reason to continue breathing.
They didn’t make me happy or take away the depression but it became a little easier each morning to wake up without crying or cutting.
Hope you both rise above this feeling, and when you do. Let me know.
Goals? Like what?
Can I e-mail you?