i find the only way to stop my mind turning so much is music, and to sleep or stop going insane if i listen to music its like it orders my thoughts more, or they have a soundtrack to dance to so they dont run into each other and cause more hurt.
i should sleep now, but i seem to want to hang with other suicidals in the internets, ah i hardly recognise myself.
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Keep taking the high road, people.
I know how you feel. Its hard sometimes…its almost like your mind feeds off of certain songs. Sleep is the safest place to be sometimes.
Music is gone for me, all the music that I used to like has become “sad music” it brings me so many memories, happier times… Want music back and I want Amy life back as well, meanwhile I’m ok hanging out here