I have never really had real friends to be there for me to help me out with problems. I was always alone lost, confused about life, and about being alive to be suffering this way. I’ve been with my boyfriend for two years now and he always blames me for losing my baby. I lost my family my whole life honestly I don’t even reconize myself anymore… Everyday I become more and more depressed and I can’t handle it anymore. I’m tired of being home without doing anything about the situation. The love of my life is hurting me his family always hanging up on me. I’m really scared that I might lose him but I’m more scared that I’m loseing myself over this. I don’t know how to fix this mess up my life literally mad a huge turn I’m afraid that I might do something stupid. Maybe it is all my fult I shouldn’t have stressed out when I was pregnant maybe me and my boyfriend would have had a good life..
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Hello there. Please, try to calm down first. And think 🙂 Don’t blame anybody, also Yourself. Try to look into Your partner’s place with his eyes. Try to realise his feelings and state – it will be easier to forgive him for those empty blames. Probably he is confused, scared and sad by a lost baby, but it’s not Your fault and he will understand it one day.
Pray my friend, pray for Your angel-guard, God or nature – prays help to stand on Your legs and not to fall down on the most hard moments.
To think about WHAT IF…. is not needed. Never works out.
Think about what to do .. 🙂
Hugs and kisses :*
Thanks. I really needed to hear that I know I shouldn’t blame myself but its hard and I know my partner is confused but I just had enough with so much pain and being blamed for everything that goes wrong.