I have been wanting to die for years and suffer from Bipolar 2. The medication works for awhile but the darkness appears. I was abused physically and emotionally by my father. I also was abused by my ex-wife. I currently do not have a job. My unemployment ran out and owe them 2100.00 due to not reporting a part time job income. I needed both incomes to survive and live. Now I will be prosecuted soon. May have possible jail time, fines, and the 2100.00. My life is going to crap. I have about 3 weeks and will be homeless again. I have no friends, no support from family, and all alone. Why do I not decide to kill myself? Well, I guess because of the unknown. I do not know what happens after death. Some say this or that about religion. No one really knows about what happens until death. I know that my disorder causes my mind to fly towards a easy solution. I have reached out to a program hoping they can help. I need to learn to let go and let God.
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£2,100 isn’t the biggest overpayment. You won’t get a custodial sentence for that.
This is difficult to discuss, it really is. Well… I don’t want to sound like I’m bullshitting here at all. You have a mature problem and saying ‘oh i’m so sorry about that, don’t do it’ doesn’t seem like it would help much. You were abused by your ex wife? Oh my…
I’ve had a few friends who were bipolar, and they were fun. I loved them. For some reason… it was after they received therapy they began to… really hate me. As if I was the source to every problem in their life… You can look for another job, right?? If you can, go for it, all the way. Impress them until they fall over. I say you deserve a job. Any job. Keeepppp fighting!!! As for the sentencing, I don’t think you’ll get much, if any, jail time for it. At the most I would say maybe community service.