i hate it when there is just a brief second when i am happy and in that second i feel so good, like there was never anything wrong and then it passes and i feel so depressed and angry that i couldn’t keep hold of one good moment in my crappy life… and sometimes i realize i might never get hold of that moment again and yet once again i know that there is nothing else to look forward to and i might as well forget that the split second of happiness even occured.
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agreed.
sometimes i even want to forget that i’m alive and that i was once able to smile and mean it… i envy that girl now.
Don’t forget that the small moment of happiness occurred. you know y? sometimes everything comes crashing down all at once and anger and depression is all we can feel. those emotions build up and they could eventually become to much to handle. you should be remembering that second of happiness and cherishing it because you know in your heart that that one second all those other emotions went away, they were torn down and all you felt was that happiness and it felt wonderful. you may be angry and depressed again now but you have that small inkling of hope that you might feel that happy again even if it is just for a second. :/
Awww, I get that all the time! Just wish it would stay, then just try to get that feeling back however it came. There are alot of moments I wish I could feel again, maybe things always do change and in some mysterious way it does for the better.