hi um. my names really n0t important. im a suicidal teen who’s lost in a place call society and im trying to learn from what has happened to me. life has not been so easy for me and i dont think it ever will be. i have a blog but i cant really post personal things there because i know my girlfriend looks at it and i know want her to realize whats really going on in my head. so i guess im just trying to make sense of whats going on and this is where im choosing to do it.
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First of all welcome. Everyone at some point rather hates life or goes the wrong path. But if you can tell everything here. We all understand what it’s like im alsobsuicidal but im very much younger than you. So if you do self harm or anything like us it’s ok to talk about it because we are all here to talk to and give advice…btw im twelve turning thirteen 🙂
You know what? I’ve had those same feelings since I was a teenager and I am now 53 years old. I always wanted out but never had the nerve to finally end it.
So now I’m sitting here realizing that I’m getting pretty close to the end. Youth is gone and after age 50, people start dying of natural causes. I still don’t feel great about things, but I really do wish that I had spent more of my youth throwing myself wholeheartedly into activities that I was passionate about, and set some constructive goals for myself, rather than wasting all that time thinking about something I really didn’t have the nerve to do.
Your feelings are totally valid but if you don’t really have the nerve to end it–as most people don’t–then the next best thing to do is channel your pain into some type of creative work. At least you will have something to show for the time you were suffering and you might be surprised what great artwork and other creative work can emerge from this kind of mental suffering and pain.
The best artists are often tortured souls. There is certainly nothing to lose by trying.