To be?? No, not to be, thats the one I choose

Well, its been a long hard road but I’ve finally made it to the end. What have I got to show for it? A broke down car, no money, no family, no job, I have become like the silence…nothing. I dont believe theres anything left, so, to all the people that I let down, im sorry…goodbye   (I really just need someone to talk to, so I dont end the pain)