im so worn out today, i cant be dealing with any of my complicatedness. so i plan to spend the day sleeping,music, painting. andof course chatting to anyone who needs me, ladies and gentlemen im here all day 😉
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good to know – have a good day
thanks, you to. how you feeling today?
same in general of course but talking takes my mind off it
sad times , long days , hate fear and self loathing , not got any thing else planned , i should wright my story but im to busy reading others
write it
@oneinse7en- my problems are null and void compared to others on here ,
i felt the same tho – my problem isn’t individual – my problems are with the world itself, it depresses me, but im just one in seven billion who cant make a difference
i dont think any body will make a difference , the only things that would keep me alive and happy would be a zombie apocolipse or alien invasion …. sad but would be interesting to see how the human “race” deals with it ….. and ya get to kill stuff …… prob should stop watching walking dead and falling skies lol
hey fix or repair, write your story, my problems are insignificant compared to others here but it doesnt lessen the pain 🙂
sorry for spaming up your thread lol , yea i should get around to it , but if i start at the begining it will be far to long , im 32 and got alot of crap to say
lol no worries, gives me something to read XD make several posts then? it feels kinda good to know youve told all the shit most dont no and people can see how bad you really feel.
why dont you seperate it into each phase
yea you got a point , its ten past 12 (midday) here in the uk , i will try to compose my thoughts and make a start on a post this evening , i cant function very well during the day and the meds im on make me irritable , so i tend to feel better at night ….. the darkness is your friend ha ha ha
have you heard the song – sounds of silence, first sentence is hello darkness my old friend lol
haha got that right, oh its that time already, i should eat something. i dont function to great in the day either, im a little better than i was though. are you ablke to work or anything?
@birth right – i have to go the gym every morning due to my BDD , i used to work on the doors but cant do it any more , i’d like to work but i would need hours to suit and a boss that understands that i may need to have days off for no reason….
@one in 7 – ive come to speak with you again …… yep simon an garfunkle classic
i prefur a bit of my chemical romance ‘cancer’ i want that at my funeral or as i want it to be a ‘FUN-FOR-ALL’
oh right, i hope you are able to find such a job 🙂 maby you could work independently or in promotion, promotion is a good flexible job. iv had to cut down on school, i hav 3 lessons aweek and even that prooves to much sometimes, hopefully ill be able to go to college, its funny im hoping it will be different at college ans suddenly ill be able to do it. i dont likebeing held back hehe:P
i can only just remember college , i was pissed or off me head most of the time , ive bin a total straight head for over 5years now , dont drink dont smoke dont do drugs , bar what the doc gives me and the last load of steriods i used , but they dont count much , its strange they dont make me any more nasty or aggressive like people say ? maybe its just me lol
ha i just take the stuff le doctor gives me, sertraline, before that fluoxetine, hopeully ill get to come of them sumtime. mm maby your a super chilled person so they brought you up to normal levels of aggresion? XD hah
fluox ewww makes me sick
it stopped me sleeping altogether so i got tsken of, plus i tried overdosing with then haha so that made them change them aswell XD