I am not suicidal. Well, I haven’t been for a while anyway. Lately I have actually been enjoying my life for the most part. I’m dirt poor but I have a girlfriend whom I love and we’re working on just improving our quality of life. So that’s nice.
However, While I am not suicidal, I do have an almost constant anxiety waiting for something to end. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to be waiting for though. I know it isn’t my life. I know a lot of people look at suicide as a path towards relief, but it doesn’t look that way to me.
If I die how am I supposed to feel the relief that I’m looking for?
So fuck it. I’m just going to keep living until I die, and hopefully I get somewhere eventually with this
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I think thats the right adititude to have. Im looking forward to the end of feelings in general, relief or not.
Your life has improved in the sense that you’re not suicidal anymore. I’m happy for you. I like your attitude and your approach.
I like this post, i really do. Good luck to you.
That’s really good for you. I’m glad, you’re heading in the right track. Though, to be on the safe side, you should see a therapist or someone to talk to about your anxiety. It can become worse. Hopefully not. Good luck.
i know that feeling , waiting around all day for some thing ????????
I was thinking of seeing a therapist. Would you guys recommend it? Most people say they’re useless.