I think jumping off a building is the way I want to go.. When I do go or when I have the guts.Â I could run up the stair well to the top of a huge skyscraper. Then once at the top I could look down at the world of cruelty, pain and evil and for the first time since I came into this world, I can smile and truly mean it. I can stretch out my arms like a bird and jump like a child jumps happily when they are younger. Then I can fall effortlessy from this skyscraper and FLY. Then if I don’t die on the way down. Before I hit the ground I will smile.. Then I will be gone and I will finally be free…
I don’t want a lecture on how I am young and how I should be living life.
Is there any ways other people would like to go?
Also can people stop giving me crap about how it isn’t fair for other people to see me fall or how i wouldn’t do it. You don’t know me and you don’t know if people would be around.Â It is what I want to do.