i feel like i am worthless i feel like i want to die i am sick of the bull shit that i put up with in my life i am done i hate this i hate feeling like crying all the time i hate feeling like i am not good enough that i am a no body having no friends well it is hard to make new friends when you are the odd one out for cutting your self the kid who’s dad died the kid with the crazy mom and the drugged out brother. i found out today that my ex left me because he was into another girl and the girl he likes told him to break up with me. i am a emotional mess right now i had the worst way to start off the school year by having homework issues. cutting used to work for me and now all i want to do is die i feel like there is nothing left of my life i do not have anything left to look forward too is there anything left to life that i can use to keep going?!
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You’re not worthless no one is. Please don’t end your life things will get better, look forward to the future you’re bound to meet new people and enjoy new relationships. don’t lose hope there’s always something to look forward to.
thank you, but i just have an empty feeling and i feel like there is nothing left to enjoy i have no desire for anything anymore
I understand your frustration. Remember that everything is temporary – and nothing is your fault.
i feel like my life is an emotional mess! i want to die and i tried a few days ago and the OD on pills did not work it only gave me sick like symptoms i have a dry mouth confusion feel like puking headache sleepy. i did not tell my mom because i am scared of what will happen and if i end up going slowly because of it then i bet no one would care i think i would be better off dead the pain i am going threw right now is hurting me more than ever
Hey. relationships are temporary. Sometimes you have to just cut that section of you heart out completely. Even if you find that you love them unconditionally… sometimes they’ll just leave and let you fall… You have to fight through it. You’re probably very young, so even though you were bullied most of your life, you have to grow stronger from it. don’t let it beat you down. Prove them all wrong by coming out on top and saying to them that you made it without them.
Getting over your ex bf is the easy part. That’ll just take a bit of time. You say you’ve got homework issues… it might be worth speaking privately with your school head/principal about your situation. Perhaps he or she will lighten your workload. It can’t be much fun living in a house with a drunk father, crazy mother and drugged out brother. Is moving out an option for you?
Oops! Sorry, the last couple of lines was intended for someone else.
i wish… i have tried with CPS but no luck… i am stuck here i can have things modified if i need my teachers will be notified of it this week.. i really do feel alone in this battle and i have no enjoyment in anything anymore the days just sorta blend together with my crazy house hold i feel upset and angry that i don’t have a normal life or a “normal” house hold
🙂 hehe that’s okay
there is something really precious waiting for your life ahead and you just gotta get there
always remember to see the rainbow we have to stand in a little rain and its totally your choice to just stand in the rain and suffer
or to dance in the rain and enjoy
many times in our life we feels like we are at the edge of but actually we are at the verge of winning over ourselvs and the trouble we had
you suffered pain and now you have to know true happiness
and there is no gain without any pain