There is nothing special about me. I’m not pretty, I’m fat, and no guy has tried to make a pass at me for two years. I’m so fucking desperate, I hate myself for acting flirty with everyone just in case I get a chance. My best friend has left me alone, and I can tell I annoy her. I fantasise about someone finding me with an empty case of pills, peacefully gone to sleep forever in bed. I fantasise about the best friend finding me, so that I can die knowing someone cared.
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Gym. No more than 400call’s a day. Feel you need to eat. Gum. or drink water. or smoke
Translation of donnies comment: If you aren’t happy with your weight then work on it and like he said exercise…
I myself hate my weight as well..I’m just horrible with diets and exercise cuz im so lazy. Hope donnies comment and my translation help 😀
Well I don’t think any of us here is especially special but its a huge difference from not being special to having no worth at all. Its kind of sad that you want to talk about your worth but the only example of worth you give is whether or not men will find you attractive. I mean being beautiful is surely not the only thing that gives us value. Even if you were fat, well some guys go for plus size. If you really have such a problem with what you weigh though like Donnie said going to the gym and counting calories, I guess there are some people that really can’t lose weight no matter what they try, but for most of us we could be doing a lot better at managing our weight if we just put the effort and energy into it.
You are special………….trust me. What are some of your other qualities…..physical shit matters not. Come on, talk.
Intestinal bypass, don’t lower yourself by acting or being a slut, sex is important, yet not that important. Sounds like you have sex and love mixed up, they are not the same thing, yet go together well.
I struqqle with weiqh to,even tho Ima toothpick,try not to hate me too much haha.And there’s nothinq wronq with beinq flirtacious,It’s called beinq friendly!haha.Yeah but then aqain you don’t that imaqe to haunt your friend for the rest of her life do you????