Everyday.
Everyday, I want to give up.
Everyday, I want to end it all.
Everyday, I want it to be over.
But he is the only one holding me back.
My 5 year old brother.
I just can’t  seem to leave him alone on this cruel, harsh world.
I can’t let the world tear him up.
I can’t let him lose his big sister.
No matter how much I want to.
I can’t be selfish.
I will put him before everything.
He’s my world.
He is what keeps me going.
He is what helps me to stop and think.
He saves me.
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i have 3 sisters that my dad never hit and i wrote this for them even though they’ll never read it
I die inside so you can smile
I limp to my room so you can run a mile
I wear rags so you can have style
I cry inside so you can play outside in the leaf pile
I can break this family with one phrase
I could end their naive daze
Mom won’t think its just a phase
and it wont just be my heart set ablaze
but quiet ill stay for the sake of them all
I can take the pain no matter how big or small
I can “trip” down the stairs and fall
i can get hit in the face with a “soccer ball”
I live in hell so you can live carefree
God help you all if anyone could see
but I’ll be what you need me to be
because pain for your happiness is a small fee
-TFP47
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family always comes first
Girl i read your post and it shows you have a beautiful heart
you write things beautifully 🙂
its like an art you have
and it shows how creative you are:)
Thank you so much(:
That means so much!
Rhea your dad was abusive to you and life has hit hard on you but you know the best part of yours is you always try and find reasons to smile:)
nobody can hit as hard as life hit
but its not about how hard you hit but its about how hard you get hit and keep moving forward and thats what you doing keep moving forward
Just gotta brush yourself off, and stand tall, and keep trying, and never give up, even on your worst days.
woman with a hardhead and loves her family. sounds like a catch
Is that an insult?
no no! a compliment…
Haha , I’m just messing.
Thank you!