I want to set myself on fire right now. For me, it’s the method I like the most. Fuck everything. I find it amusing that in a moment of dark despair, I end up getting bullied on a depression chat room. Not going to bother writing much this time, anything I say or do falls on deaf ears and blind eyes. After hearing sound advice from life, I think I’m going to go duct tape my mouth shut and save everybody the trouble from having to hear me.
I don’t care if you think I’m being serious or not. I’m going to die, you’re going to die, and we’re all…gonnna…like it.
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you know kinda dark and creepy but in a way its kinda cool cause your so deadly honest.We are all going to die truth be told.My biggest fear is not dying but what the afterlife holds.You might be reincarnated as some type of toad.Or be tortured by seeing all your family members go on and you cant say anything.Anyway good luck where ever you go cause your taking a step into the unknown and who knows what lies there.
We’re still listening 2012. I’m sorry you felt bullied. I don’t know the circumstances, or whether it was the SP chatroom or another. People who bully generally feel inadequate themselves and get some kind of sick kick out of putting others down. I’ve been bullied myself and I know how much it sucks. You certainly don’t need it when you’re already close to the edge.
I hope you can come to the realisation that there are plenty good and decent people out there who will not bully you.
Take care 2012.
Zoe x
2012 DON’T GIVE UP Sorry if someone bullied you–bullies are cowards. Do you wtite poetry? You seem very creative from the way you write–very edgy and very cool and you probably have so many things you could say to the world. Don’t give up. the world needs great people in it. The world is better with you in it. Best wishes!