High school is the worst part of life. Going to school and seeing perfect people who live happy and enjoy teenage life. Sitting in class thinking how bad i just want to come home and lay in bed. Fall asleep…a very deep sleep. Pretending to be okay and hiding your pain. I dont care about the stupid school events, stupid “fun” things that i should be doing. I just want to find a way to end this pain that is eating me inside. Why does my sadness never end? Most of the people my age get sad but things get better and they go back to normal. But me, i’m still here tired of trying to be okay again. Just one more year..so i can stop pretending and let my sadness live freely in my life. I hate the fact that i know i’m missing out on many things others are doing, experiences i will never live because i’m just too sad to care about them. Here’s to those depressed high schoolers who manage to go to school everyday and pretend to be okay when the only thing they do is think sad thoughts.
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I’ll raise my glass to that. High school did suck and pretending you are fine and dandy when you’re miserable sucks too. It’s difficult. I don’t envy you. I can’t speak for anyone else here but my guess is that many of us have been in your shoes and wouldn’t want to go back. You must be a strong person.