Sometimes i’m just so tired of life and I just wish I could like just not exist. It’s feels like I just don’t want to do anything anymore. Nothing amuses me. Nothing keeps my interest. I just want to disappear for a while. just do nothing. Stay in the void for a few days then come back later.
You know what i’m talking about? I know it might sound confusing. Sorry but that’s just how I feel sometimes.
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totally can relate.
it’s like, why cannot I be away from life for a while, and let my body run on autopilot?
I mean, it’s not like I’m needed here all the time, things just go on automatically.
I totally get that! It is like some days I just want to disappear. I want to do nothing, sleep, and pretend I don’t exist. No hobbies, interests, activities, excite me. I just survive because I have to, not because I want to live. Some days I think about what would happen if I just didn’t show up to work, would anyone wonder what happened to me or would they assume I just walked off the job? Would it be days before anyone figured out I hurt myself? OR just hid and didn’t eat?