i’m always self-conscious about my weight.
i’m convinced people don’t like me because i’m ugly inside and out. thats why i have no friends. i always say that ” if i was skinny and pretty, everyone would like me.” i think that i might try throwing up my food, after I eat it. Â I would do it more often, but i hate the feeling of vomit. Why can’t I just be skinny, and pretty?
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everyone is unique and beautiful <3 dont worry about weight. now i need you to listen to me. throwing up food is a serious thing. here is the info. you probably dont know. when you throw up food acid also comes us. it is ok to throw up if YOUR BODY is forcing it up but not just to lose weight (btw you do not even lose that much weight some studies show you can even GAIN more weight) anyways continually throwing up and having the acid come up to just messes up your throat,esophagus, etcc.. the acid LITERALLY eats away your throat everyone has something they dont like about themselves. there are healthier ways such as salad and exercising..
thanks. i have no patience towards salad and exercising, partly because i always try and fail. I just want to be accepted. I want to be flawless. yet, i dont have the patience or the motivation to stick to anything.
Honestly, I always find that bigger people have way better attitudes then skinny and pretty people. Not saying every skinny person is rude though. Be kind caring and compassionate and everything else doesnt matter.
Do you really want people to like you for such shallow reasons?
I mean i have the same thoughts, i’m insecure about my body and after years of hating it i have finally found the motivation to get fit and stop crying over it.
I hope you find this motivation too.
Don’t pine for people that will only like you for your looks, because those friendships will never be deep and meaningful. Starving yourself really ruins your metabolism. So once you actually eat something it stores every bit of fat in that food.
Doesn’t that seem counterproductive to you?
You are beautiful just the way you are. Weight is just a number in this world. It’s not what makes you beautiful. If you want people to like you, just be you. They need to fall in love with your personality, not your looks anyway.Don’t start vomiting up your food after you eat. It becomes a very bad habit, and then your stuck in a hole that you can’t get out of. It’s a never ending cycle. I have had personal experience with this.