Ever get the feeling that you have no point? I do. Every day. In my eyes, I am just one more person to add to the fucking shitload of people around me. I have dealt with severe depression for 5 years, tried all the shit that I thought might help (councilor, friends, drinking, smoking, pot, parents, cutting, burning, bulimia, anorexia, and pills), and tried suicide countless times. But who gives a shit, really? I mean, theres 100,000 of people exactly like me. It doesnt matter what I accomplish or what I believe. Sure, I think people can achieve greatness. But only 1/1000 people do, and that 999 people have no point. We all live to die. Life is just a test, in my eyes. And I am at the end of mine. I am shooting myself after I post this. I am tired of people, society, and myself. Thanks for reading my suicide letter.
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all the damn time. but dying tonight isnt the solution.
you like bobcat goldthwait? funny guy. one of his movies is about suicide. the line “permanent solution for temporary problems” comes to mind. if you dont know who he is, live a little and you might learn alot of new things. things you dont know exist that will make you fight for your life. tonights not the time. be patient.
i agree with newdawnfades.
what you described is exactly how i feel on a regular basis. yet im still here. so is he/she. so are the numerous others who completely understand where your coming from.
“When you feel like giving up – remember why you held on for so long.”
i’m a guy. i may type smart but if you met me you would think i was machetes stunt double.
There is a reason you’re here. You just don’t know it. There will be someone out there to love! Till then you have to wait. You are not just another person you are yourself. You have your own feelings. You’re perfect. I’m sure you’re a lovely person. xxx
“Sure, I think people can achieve greatness. But only 1/1000 people do, and that 999 people have no point”. With this I agree. I have the same philosophy and my biggest problem is that I don’t accept being one of those 999.
I don’t know if you really did what you said you’d do, but in any case, I wish you peace and love wherever you are.