Family & Friends Effects my birthday by bella 9/19/2012 written by bella 9/19/2012 soo its my birthday tomorrow… and all i want is for it to stop. thats it. i want it all to end. my mother to be gone. my problems to be gone. my friends worries to be gone. i want to be gone. 3 comments 0 Email Related posts life sucks but it can get better 11/27/2023 Addictive Soda 11/24/2023 9/22/2023 There is no meaning of life 9/15/2023 Little brothers… 7/7/2023 He left again, probably for good 5/31/2023 Counting Coins 5/6/2023 End date 5/1/2023 Update on My Thoughts 4/8/2023 Daughter 4/7/2023 3 comments uselessme 9/19/2012 - 8:15 am Happy BDay. I hope you are doing better today. Wishes for you of warmth, of acceptance, of peace and love. God bless you Bella. Log in to Reply glass_breaker. 9/19/2012 - 8:49 am Yoh, happy birthday. best wishes to you and all. I feel so small that every girl i know is older than me even by a few months….grrr…. I don’t want to be annoyying, but why do u want to just disappear from life? y just disappear for no reason? I keep telling myself, if i ever have the chance to suicide, i don’t die just from the sake of wanting to get out of things, or not wanting to worry. it wud mean life is pointless. at least leave something behind that’s beautiful for others to treasure. Log in to Reply mjm5713 9/19/2012 - 9:31 pm i feel your pain. really i do. happy birthday, please know that there will be people like us thinking about you on your birthday,and really hoping that some warmth and happiness comes your way, idk if that helps at all. im so sorry. i feel the same way, my birthday is in 2 weeks, and all i want to do is curl up in a ball and disappear. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.