hi everyone
                        i want your comments about my life history. i was born in india and came to australia in 2007
       and i completed my studies in 2010. due to my reckless ness  i missed a chance to get ctizenship and i have to study again to stay in this country till now 2013 . in the hole 5 years i learnt so many  in my life some are good & some are bad. now my parents in my country want me to get married in my family my father and mother and one younger brother my father spend so much money on me before i came hear but i am the one wasted the mony in different ways ex: buying sports cars is one type of example i worked hard and spend the money for no value . the time is hear to pay back for the all the time life i wasted when i saw back there is nothing in my liife to be proud about and i have pessere from my family to get married i came from middel class family with good values for life. now the problem i hate my life and i dont want spoil some girls life besause of me i dont want to leave my parrents olone i need to make some money and help them and also kill myself and make insurence company pay for my death cover may be thay can forgive me after my death i am such stupied person and i am not blameing any one for my resons
i tryed ones but it is bit hard and i dont want to give up and also dont want to incerese weight on this beautiful world and i want to try again till i die.
tell one thing after i die my will forgive me or not if they came to about me how stuiped i am …
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT U THINK COMMENTS PLS
2 comments
I’m not sure if i understand you correctly, but do you hate your life because you wasted all this time and money? If so, why not try to make something out of the time you have left. Learn from the mistakes you made and you can find something to be proud of.
Yes its a harsh world I’m afraid; Indian family’s have a lot of pressure on them to perform but really who doesn’t!
It sounds like with you not feeling well that getting married is probably the worst idea possible and will complicate matters even further and then you will have many more problems and some one else to worry about and give you problems.