My story.

I want to share my story with you. Please excuse me for the bad english sometimes, but I’m coming from another country. So…here we go.

I had a perfect childhood. I was an energetic, happy and normal child. I thought my life would be perfect. After elementary school I was going to a gymnasium…and there it starts. I should have learn, but I spend my time on meeting with my group of friends so my grades got very bad. One and a half year later my friends break up with me cause I was starting to isolate myself. From this moment on I was all alone for this terrible one year. I become a bad depression. At every time i wanted to tell anyone they say that I’m not sick and I would imagine this to seek Attention. Especially my parents said that to me. I stood in front of them, crying and shouting that somethings wrong with me, but it seems they didn’t want to hear it. In this time i only have my best friend supporting me. Then summer comes and for 3 months I was saved. But in Winter it comes back to me. That was the first time I thought about killing myself. Thoughts like: you’re a waste of space, the world is doing better without you, controls me and i couldn’t fight against it anymore. So i was gaving up and tried it. It was a half-hearted try, so nothing really bad happens. They send me to a psychiatry and i stay there for 3 months. After that it was good, and I felt better…but the Winter was coming. And Things turn into really bad. I’ve tried to kill myself another time, but when i saw what i was doing i’ve called my mom for help. I’ve spend another time in a psychiatry and now…I feel good. I think the worst part of my life is over. I want you to read this because I want you to know that you can fight against depression and win the fight. 

Please don’t give up!