omg..im sick of bipolar…really just take a trip to hell. my god ur annoying just as much as my sister:/
anyways…..XD ugh! im happy im perfect i have it all..jk i dont. yes i have my phone back…but guess who txts me? my bf…my mom..thats it-_-..and omg! i have my phone backXD buuuuuuuut is my relationship better…hahahah NOPE! he still threatens to leave me completely if i say one negative thing or talk botut self harm…..he also said (due to being in long distanced relationahip) when we meet he wont hug me, kiss me, any physical contact AT ALL if i say one negative thing…instantly brought me to tears…-_- ha he used to be my reason to live now hes almost my reason to die…or cut..or idk anything that will cause me pain…:/ our relationship used to keep me strong….now its only breaking me down..unless i do something good or say it first he will NOT say he loves me…but oh well this is my fault im too fuckin stupid for still being with him…sooo yea..then my sister is fucking EVIL she pushed me off my bed and i fell on my neck…that hurt..but hahaahahahahah for the first time ever i told on her and she got GROUNDED heh means nothing though besides being yelled at an called names by our parents which i find very entertaining. so yay. then my best friend is depressed and will hardly talk to me but oh well i cant force someone to talk….
well so im breaking down more and more while at the same time growing stronger and strongerXDX
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You’re a silly-goose, Miss F. You have sooo many more years of things to go through… So make every moment count in your favor. Good night.
read more of my posts and ul find “making every moment count” is down right near impossible.
Oh, I know that… I’m saying that not every moment is you being hurt. And thank you for replying. It’s better to talk to people that ‘get it’.
Relationships suck, period. Theres no diference from torture to constantly bickering with your bf…in my opinion…
Its better than not having a life! I would much prefer a life of chaos that gets ya down than a life of nothing
youre life seems more amusing then mine! ha
@heartcore: yes i know im not always hurt right now im bout even ups ands downs but neither dominate each other
@schizojinxx123: eh they can suck but to me being in a relationship pushes me to wanna live longer but thats just my opinion
@painman: nothing sounds simple its my life of chaos that makes me suicidal
@charliemarbles24: amusing? perhaps slightly…ehh lol maybe my life is amusing..might make a good movie?????