Hey everyone.
I have been on this website a while and I have been watching people waste their lives on here. I know I have been on here too and I know that I have probably wasted alot of time on here. But this isn’t the way. If you are depressed then you need to speak to someone, get help and make yourself, no matter how hard it is, see things in a better light. You need to step out of the darkness. Get rid of the shadows in your life and become the light.
If you cut your skin, harm yourself, hate yourself then please don’t kill yourself. There are so many people out there who love you. I LOVE YOU. And you know what? I don’t even know you so that must mean you are special. Everyone is special in their own way. If you killed yourself then that is it. You are dead. You are gone. But think about all those people out there. They aren’t dead. But they have to keep on living knowing that you won’t be around anymore. They will bet he ones with the heartache and they will be the ones who end up just like you were. Depressed, alone, suicidal. It isn’t that way. Yes I know it is hard when life decides to fuck you over. But you won’t be like that forever.
Some of you are probably like ‘You don’t know shit about what I/We are going through. But you know what? I do. I was picked on. I was the outsider. I was the one with the mentally ill father. I was the one who cut myself. I was the one who attempted suicide. I was the one who had to look after everyone know matter how hard it was. I was the one who had to deal the fact that her life wasn’t perfect. I was the one with the father who wouldn’t take his medication. I was the one who would claw at my skin hoping I would drift away. I was mostly just like you. And now look at me. I am FINE. I am not amazing. But I am finally doing OK. I no longer live in darkness. I am no longer afraid to go outside. I know longer cut myself, write a suicide note and attempt to kill myself. Because I know the damage I have caused people and I need to make that all ok. So after reading this, I hope you stop what you are doing. I hope if you are going to kill yourself you out down your gun, knife, pills, rope, or whatever you have and just think. Just think. Is it worth it? Because after being through so much. You will be dead. You will be gone. And it is the people around you who will have to deal with it.
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I think people come here for the purpose of reaching out and talking to others. It’s only a small step to talk to strangers, but it’s a step in the right direction.
I appreciate what you’re trying to do here but it annoys me to no end when people throw around the word love. I look at people who overuse the word love the same way I look at people who curse all the time; with disdain. These are powerful, personal words and you can’t just use them all willy nilly or else they lose their meaning.
I like the word love. It may get thrown around too often, but i mean it when i say it.
Why did u decide to live? Does it not make nore scence ti speed up the inevitable result of ur life? Its not like it natters how u live, ur still going to die nd cease exsisting so why should we live in a way unlike we are now, if at all?
Because death isn’t worth it.
I view this as one long suicide note from me to anyone that cares enough to read through my garbage. I’m never going to get any better.
yes you will.
I guess i have banalized the word aswell tphg; i love everyone. <3
Is death not the reward for living a long life? it has to be worth “it” other wise there is no pint to living when there is no reward at the end…
I mean there is no point in killing yourself. Because you or anybody else are going through a stage in your life that is tough. All I am saying is. Don’t kill yourself because of what is happening or what has happened. Focus on making everything right.
I would do, but ive spent a great deal of time and energy going through a self destructive phase, that has left me out of colage and the girl of my dreams with another guy, and other shit. what happens if u have a bi polar or cyclothymia and are stuck with it for the rest of ur life?
Then you learn to live with it. I know two people wit Bi Polar and they are doing fine in life. It was tough but now they are okay. Look, I am sorry that shit has happened to you in your life but it has hapened to 98% of people on here. Maybe not exactly what has happened to you but similar. I know how you feel okay. I have probably been in the same situation. But you know what, I learned to live with it and you can too. I’m just trying to make people feel better. That is all I am here to do
For some of us… this is the biggest step we can manage right now. Like Scar said, this is a step in the right direction- some might eventually get the courage to speak up; some might not. But right now, for me, this small step is all that can be managed.
The world gets a lot scarier once you have no mask to hide behind.