what do they know about pain….

Only if there was a way for them to feel what those that suffer feel, they wouldnot try to stop the suicide, but help. We are all suffering, but it takes the strong willed to keep pushing forward, but for how long do u think we can hold on for? You think a shrink will understand when all they are doing is shoving pills down ur throat, or counselors think they know what ur going through? Are they living ur life?! Even the ones that have gone through it, managed to block the pain from thief mind because u can’t beat this. It always comes back no matter what. So why fight? For ur kids? Family? Friends? Those selfish people that don’t want to suffer ‘the loss’ because its too unbearable to deal with? What about our pain that u don’t have to endure? The Shit that keeps whispering in ur ear telling u this pain, physically and mentally, u have to endure for the sake of everyone else but u? Where do we come in, in our own lives?! When will we be at peace for once? When will this cruel existence pay out, or is this it? If it is, stop. I want off this ride we call life. And don’t tell me I need help, I’ve had it, all they did is lock me up but had to release me because I am not crazy, just in pain and for once, I just want it to stop. Just one minute of peace, torment free, its all I ask. But at this point, I would settle for eternal peace.

Jax