i’ll be okay tonight as far as not actually doing anything goes. i just never feel alright anymore. i used to be able to fake it but now i just come off as a horrible ***** because i can’t bring myself to smile
i literally know exactly what you mean. sick of faking smiles, and sick of watching other people around me do it. it seems like such a pointless exertion of effort.
it’s an okay movie.. jake gyllenhaal is really hot.. your time would be better spent watching fight club. so good.
i dunno… for me at least i want to be able to fake it. it just tumbles down and everything gets worse when i can’t. if i can pretend that i am not worthless then i don’t end up ruining everything for everyone. i’m just too tired to be able to fake it
fight club is a great movie. so much better than the book, and i don’t say that often
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and so i wonder….:((
it’d be nice to know if there was no chance of things getting better
we have the choice to live and find out if it was worth it or die and never know.
fuck those options suck.
haha yep they do. i just feel like i’ve only gotten worse. i don’t want to get worse and worse and lose everyone
i like your name
thanks. yours a reference to donnie darko, i assume?
i’m sad that you feel like you’ve gotten worse. are you okay tonight?
part-reference to donnie darko, in that someone nicnamed me after the movie years ago
i’ll be okay tonight as far as not actually doing anything goes. i just never feel alright anymore. i used to be able to fake it but now i just come off as a horrible ***** because i can’t bring myself to smile
never seen that movie, always meant to though
i literally know exactly what you mean. sick of faking smiles, and sick of watching other people around me do it. it seems like such a pointless exertion of effort.
it’s an okay movie.. jake gyllenhaal is really hot.. your time would be better spent watching fight club. so good.
i’m going to pass out,
but i hope your night is okay enough to sleep soundly
goodnight
i dunno… for me at least i want to be able to fake it. it just tumbles down and everything gets worse when i can’t. if i can pretend that i am not worthless then i don’t end up ruining everything for everyone. i’m just too tired to be able to fake it
fight club is a great movie. so much better than the book, and i don’t say that often
night
chapter 6>the movie>the rest of the book
hope you feel better today