Once again, a long stream of depression has hit. Went to sleep crying last night, and woke up crying.
So I cut. It’s almost been a month, and my parents finally are letting me sleep in my room since the last time that they saw my cuts.
I decided my wrists and hands made things too obvious. So I would go on my thighs. That small area that is hidden by the sides of a bikini bottom. I lost my glass that I use to cut, so I used a needle, which doesn’t really cut. It just takes off a later of skin 🙁 I heard my sister coming up stairs, so I scrambled for my shorts. My sister walked in, and of course thought I was masturbating -_-
I say i was just shaving, which I doubt she beilieved…
Oh well, I guess thats better than my parents finding out and going ballistic again. I’m finally allowed to go on my bike again. I’m finally allowed to sleep in my room… So I guess my sister thinking I’m horny is nothing compared to that…
But just out of curiosity, does it count as cutting if it didnt draw any blood???
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anything that hurts your skin that is because you cause it is Self Harm, sad or? I cut aswell
I almost went a whole month without self harm… I’m a bit disappointed with my self…
I actually got this thing for my phone that shows how long it’s been since I last cut… I feel so much better when I cut, then I feel like crap changing it 🙁
stay strong.. I’ve been trying to keep myself from cutting too. its hard because it does make you feel better.. i feel like its just a release of all the feelings and emotions i hold in.. but you just have to fight the urge.. as best you can .. thats what i have been doing.