Someone tell me to just fucking do it already. I don’t care if things will get better, I don’t care if I’m good, I don’t care, if life is good. I just want to do it. I don’t want sympathy, I don’t want encouragement. I want somebody to tell me that I can be brave enough to just do it.
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hey anybody out there?????
If you are here, you are not brave enough to do it. We cannot shove you off the step and onto the noose; we are on the Internet. If you have a rope, take it down and put it in a backpack. Put some warm pants and a good jacket in the backpack also. Walk out of where you sleep.
Go anywhere, go nowhere, sleep in any place you can find (but make sure you are way from cops). You are not “brave” enough to kill yourself tonight, but you can start walking. It might take you a week, it might take you a few hours, it might take the rest of your life, but you will find somewhere, or something to do–even if that is wandering with nothing for the rest of your life.
There is always the noose when you are done, you’re just not there yet.
If it’s your intention to do it regardless of what anyone says, then nothing positive is going to change that. Consequently, nothing encouraging you to do it will have any effect, either. Words can’t do anything in and of themselves. The choice is ultimately your own to make.
It’s not that you are not brave. It’s that your body is fighting itself. If you weren’t brave you wouldn’t be at this point, about to kill yourself.
I am not sympathizing, I am incapable of that now. I am not encouraging, because I am horrible with people. I seriously doubt anything anyone says here can help you. You have the tools to do whatever you want. Make the right choice for you. No one else. But the question to ask is. What is the right choice?