WHY WHY WHY

why try to help everyone? It takes my mind off things i feel better to a extent,

though i noticed when im the one feeling alone the most…..out of all my ‘friends’

there is not a single one who is willing or i feel can help me ..

NOT ONE!

I just want one of them to ask me if im okay instead of being selfish,

i ask them if they r okay ..they tell me there problems i try my utmost best to help..but all is in vain because

i cannot solve the world, i cant perform miracles if i could i would…but i can’t

…………..

my family recently found out i wanted to commit suicide,

and that i have depression

in the end my sister says… everyone tiptoes around you now..thats not how i wanted it to be…i feel more alone now than then

they make it sound like im faking,

my mum says if you plan to die in december is there any point paying for yo to go on this trip or have christmas presents…