Everything is just a joke.

Everything is a joke. Everyone’s feelings, everyone’s jobs and life and family, it’s all a joke. This is how a person is expected to live life: Born (to parents who are married and of the same race, with good jobs and a big house. You were a planned child, of course) You go through school with one sibling 2 years apart from you. You go through school, participating in sports and make good grades. You go through college, majoring in some 4 year degree and having an occasional bullshit party. Your college is paid for by your almost retired parents, of course. You find your job and buy a good house, you get married to some mature man who has a nice degree too. You try for a baby, and of course have your child and repeat the process. Then as you grow old and your children mature, you go on annual vacations and stay just in love with your “hubby.” Finally, once your children are grown, you retire living off of your nice retirement fund you collected from your perfect job over the years. I Hate modern American society. The American dream is Shit. If you don’t meed up to these expectations with money people blame you for everything. If your child is messed up you’re an awful parent. If you get sex as a teenager or before marriage or out of the “ideal” American rules you’re a slut. We’re not human anymore. Humans were a race of people trying to survive, not judgmental, spoiled monsters. It’s society that makes me suicidal. Anyone who doesn’t meet the rules should be.