We feel so alone. We feel like everyone hates us. We feel like everyone would be better off without us. Am I right?
We have suicide thoughts. We hurt ourselves. We push everyone out. We won’t admit anything is wrong. We pretend we are fine when we aren’t. We want to die. Am I right?
Well that is how I feel anyway. I feel like I just want to die. I feel like finally I know I won’t be okay. I know I am not fine. I know that I need to die soon to amke all this pain inside me go away.
The only thing keeping me going is music. Does anyone else feel like this?
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Music is my saving grace, I love brain music, something so powerfull it fills your head and its all you can think about. this is one of my favourates
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tPzLYjeGQM
Music just makes me more sad. I don’t know what to listen to anymore.
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