so this is my last post, and it my goodbye post. i guess this just got to hard and all hope inside has died. to all you people out there do not give up fighting you deserve to be happy and live, but i on the other hand do not. ive planned how and when as the last time i did not plan failed. i am doing it in 4 days as i need to get ready and write my goodbyes to family and make things right. the reason why im doing it is because im in physical and emotional pain nd its to hard, and im also worthless, ussless and a waste of space. to all the people who bullied me at school you may not see this but i shall still say it… you finally win after all these years of telling me to kill myself its finally coming true you never have to see my ugly self again. youve driven me to the grave! to my sister who also wishes i was dead you finally win you no longer have a sister so you shall be happy!
i never new i would do this ever so soon but i guess its time to end the pain and strife that i go through…. can you help me change my mind before its to late but i know you probrly wont as everyone wants me dead. so i guess……GOODBYE </3
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What you’ve posted here actually proves a handful of positives about the real you. First, you’re telling suicidal people to fight for their right to enjoy their lives. Second, you’re organized, taking many people into consideration to make things right. Third, you’ve decided an extreme just to ensure total strangers have something less to complain about in their individual and collective lives. And you willingly express a desire to please your sister despite even her cruel treatment. Lastly, despite the doubt in your reflection, you above all are hopeful something good will come if all this.
S4L, people suould be proud to know you. The reason you hurt so much is because you’re truly a great human being. “Bad” is not compatible with you. Please stay.
y should i stay…. i have no reason to.
The reason is one: The world needs one more good sensitive person so it gets better for more people. Dont let the bitter have their way. Be good anyway. Help someone else in your situation. Help many.
all ive done is help people, ive saved people from killing themselfs and ive helped people become a new person and it all gets shoved right back in my face. its too late for me and theres no way i can be stopped….. im ready to go im ready to be set free. ive promised myself that I’ll do it on october 30th the only way i survive is failing my attempt.
Don’t do it.
Hi I am from the other side of the globe (probably) so please forgive my bad english (and actually I was looking for something completly diffrent), but I stumpled upon your post and so I registered to tell you my2cent:
You are a person who cares about the people and this world and I am glad about every such person which stays a bit longer in this realm.
Imagine something else: a person exactly like yourself but happy, you alone know what enourmous strength and ease of mind this person has to have to achive that, but imagine if someone achives that, this persons mindset is unstoppable the world is her oyster.
you can become that person just by surviving! I know its hard, but is it not worth a shot? I hold this bet proof me wrong!
And don’t worry we have a build in predetermined breaking point, so you will not have to stay forever, but if you stay a bit longer, you will stay to see your rise like a phoenix from the ashes, because if someone endures blows and punches from fate like you, she will rise!
i have no reason to stay, im sorry but i have to, its what ive got to do…. do u know whats the stuffed up thing… im only 14 and ive tried to kill my self 14 times and half my life ive been depressed! nothing helps anymore, everytime i think about this i cry for hours on end and sometimes i cant even. my arms, legs, and stomach is cut up im completley scard al over inside and out! why should i live why do i have to suffer everyday of my life. half the day im screaming in physical pain and then the other half im crying lifes not worth it when your me.
What is causing your physical pain? I’m not gonna bullshit you, life is tough, but the one thing I try to hang on to is this:- life doesn’t give you more than you can handle – this just shows how strong am person you are! You’re an amazing person. Please reconsider! When did all this start and why?
a diease, and most of it started when i was 7. and never found out y.
so, us asking you to please stay because we think you’re a good person that deserves happiness is NOT enough? Im not sure what kind of help youre really asking for, kid. Ill wish, hope, and pray that you get well soon. The rest is ultimately up to you and consequence. I truly want you to live and grow up to help make this world the place its supposed to be.
Happy Holidays 🙂 And if youre not into that, happy New Year anyways
thanks people for trying to help, i deided to give myself a week and see how that goes…. i am sorry for annoying you and wasting your time, if i dont post anything in the next 2 weeks it will mean my life failed and i’ll be gone… but for now i will try to stay strong. sometmes i just have to let everything out and thanks to you youve kept my life going fo another week maybe even more, i hope you people are okay and stuff you’ve said some inspiring things that has really helped just hpe it helps for long. thanks for trying to help :l
I hope you get well soon. I don’t think anyone one here can make you change your mind on killing yourself. But remember that people here cared about you. You seem like a very encouraging and postive person and someone who just needs help. I hope you can be happy soon. I hope heaven is a happy place. All my prayers go to you.
Gumpy
thankyou but i wont have the time to get happy and i hope heaven is a happy place too, i guess i’ll be seeing rest of my family there soon.