Haven’t been on since Lucy4 was beinq well herself towards me.People I’m on suicide forum so why In the hell do you care about my qrammer?Did I mention that I don’t want to live anymore?So yeah everytime Lucy4 finds It necessary to say do you fear the letter g.First of all arn’t you Shaolin qumby?You know that asshole that says the exact same thinq you say to me.After the thinqs you said to me on Teenqirl’s post,I couldn’t take It anymore.I cried.I cried cause you won’t leave me the fuck alone!!!Even tho Teenqirl makes me want to live,you made me realize that It’s just not enouqh cause there’s always qonna be people out there like you and I’m not stronq enouqh to take your shit or anyone elses of that matter.After I cried I made a new razor cause I threw the one I already had cause Teenqirl wanted me to,BAD IDEA!So I’m In the restroom and In my head I’m sayinq this Is wierd,I’ve never had a new razor.I’ve always had that one razor.After nine minutes of thinkinq I went for It.Honestly I wasen’t tryinq to cut deep,I just wanted to cut.So after I pick the razor up from my thies the next thinq you know I see my thie open.For all the people that have made a deep cut,I know you know what I mean when I say this.I saw white (I think that’s tissue???????)and I almost threw up lookinq at It.I was Incomplete shock!This has to be the biqqest scar I have.Well that’s just qreat,I hit the biq ten.Now I have 10 permanent scars,fuckinq qreat.Well I’m NEVER cuttinq aqain!I’m not makinq any promises tho!!!But yeah so I’m freakinq out,I’m bleedinq and bleedinq and well bleedinq.If finally stops….only to start aqain 15 minutes later.I really didn’t want to live with this scar my whole life so I txted my old bestfriend to ask her for a favor.The favor which I never qot a chance to tell her was If she can pay for my stitches cause you know,I’m broke.She never txted back:/It’s okay tho,I didn’t want her to know the real me anyways.In her eyes I’m just this quy that smiles and lauqhs 24/7 and I want It to stay that way.
I know your readinq this babe and I’m sorry for everythinq:(
I love you babe<3
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you need to get bandages that you wrap and go to the hospital and get stitches within 8 hours. otherwise they’ll just tape you. and you need to keep CONSTANT PRESSURE on them to slow the bleeding. DON’T RELIEVE THE PRESSURE UNTIL YOU’RE GETTING STITCHES, LEAVE IT TO THE DR. AT THAT TIME!!!!! I know because I cut really really deep on my arm last year, and I didn’t get stitches because my parents care more about money than the fact I was gushing blood from my arm and needed stitches. if you don’t have money, but need stitches, I think the hospital ends up paying for it, or if you have insurance then it pays part and the hospital pays the rest. JUST GO GET THE STITCHES!!!!! NOW!!!
And take deep breathes and make it so you can’t bite your tongue
Dont be sorry…as long as your okay. Please don’t do it again please 🙁 i love you too <3
Lucy’s not the only person that says it. I couldn’t care less whether you use a G or a Q. Incidentally your not the only person I’ve come across that does that. He’s not a bad guy I don’t know how something like that can upset you. We all say things that unintentionally upset people. I don’t know why you bring it up now he hasn’t been on in days. He will feel bad about this but how was he to know you would react this way. Everyone says it or thinks it because it’s surprisingly very unusual. Can’t blame the world you just have to try and be a little stronger.
I know how you feel, your only on number 10 try the feeling you get when you hit 141: 123 on my arm, 7 on my ankle and 11 on my hip. Also don’t worry about making someone feel bad just frKm your comments about him, if he said something that hue you he should feel bad
Look I’m sorry you are feeling bad. But it’s just cheap to blame someone else for SELF HARM. The very definition of the term is that you did it to yourself. You gotta accept te responsibility here.
Everyone gets offended by different things. You find it insulting that people question why you interchange qs and gs. I, personally, find it insulting that you often make (what I consider) racist, inappropriate and insensitive comments. I however don’t judge you as a bad person for doing that. I don’t think you are intentionally being mean. In the same way, try not to judge lucy4, he is not trying to be mean or make you feel bad. He just has a quirky sense of humour
I still don’t know why you use Q’s in place of G’s. That was my question, that was all that I asked. I didn’t expect you to throw a hissy fit. Geez, if I’d have known you were such a delicate flower I never would’ve asked. It’s a simple question. Try not to cut yourself or cry uncontrollably whenever people ask you questions about behavior that doesn’t make any sense.
@lucy4 – Enough. Peace already.