Im tired of trying.im tired of being “perfect”.”im tired of dance</3.Im tired of my family.Im tired of my everything” But the most of tired of is my life.
i cant handle it they keep doing more and more to me at lunch i was eating and someone threw food at me :'( adn guesse what that someone use to be my bestfriend adn the worst part of that all was i saw my ex looking at me with sadness in his eyes but he didnt do anything he just stared.</3
I am going to flunk out.
I suck at dance.
i am so fucking ugly
im done thats it i cant do it ive takin to much crap.
dear mom and dad, im soo sorry i failed you i should have told you but you havent know me. dad you left mom for a ugly bitchy woman when iwas 3 and then you had a another kid when i was 8. and you get mad at me cause i dont want to go see your perfect family. mom- you left me when i need you the most you stated to date again and then you got pregant and you left me adn matt wit hgrandma and papa i really hope ur life adn your kid are good to you! i truelly do, but just remeber i was the orginal im sorry i couldnt live up to ur guyses exceptions im soo sooo soooo sorry i truelly am. and to granda and papa im sorry to you guys oyu wasted 12 years on me:( im soo sorry i hope you guys live on and one you guys are trullely angels<3. adn to matt im sorry to you the most we have been through everything together i just… couldnt do it anymore im sorry and im sorry i enever went to any of your football games you truelly are amazing at it. and mom i guesse since im confs=using everything i truelly havent forgive you for using drugs and hitting me and matt we didnt deseve that at all! and thanks fo rscaring the shit out of me when i was 5 when we had to run from those guys because you didnt have money to pay them back you always did care more about drugs then your own children. good bye world this will be my last wednseday ive decied this weekend im killing myself goodbye. i cant breathe icant sleep im so done with life
I use to stand so tall but now im lucky if i can even stand
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Hey, I know it insane!! But please don’t take your own life… I know life must be extremely hard on you at this moment. You need to keep strong, and live for yourself now, You can achieve so much, if you leave now how will the ones that love you be able to breathe>??Talk to me,Thats why I am here..talk soon 🙂 and keep strong!!
I don’t know what to say, but I want to say something, I want to take your pain away, it seems like you’ve been through alot, I understand why you want to die, I’m not going to discourage you. I just hope you get to a better place, whatever way you decide to get there